Thursday, October 30, 2008
Monday, October 27, 2008
Football, sizzling hot.

Saturday, October 25, 2008
Grubby the best

"Imagine a huge football fan. It shouldn't be so hard to imagine, because there are billions of them in the world, literally. It's trendy and cool to be a football fan. And anyway, why not? I always believe you get born, later you die, and everything in between is for you to fill in however you like. A simple philosophy. To find something you are truly passionate about can sometimes take the better part of your life. When you find something early on in your life, you should consider yourself lucky.
You can be a fan of something or someone for any reason. Perhaps they embody a spirit that you wish you had, or they followed career paths that you wish you could. Maybe later you even will. Maybe not. Maybe your idol's story is a story that is about beating the odds in an inspiring way. Or you can see their success to be really deserved because you admire their character and so on.
So is it cool to be a soccer fan? Usually I have found that it is. There is no stigmatization. Here we are, rooting for greater fame and acknowledgment of the eSports Scene, and at the same time we're making a big mistake. Anyone who announces themselves to be a fan of an eSports team or player will get shot down by other people. You have to ask yourself why.
P.J. Orgues (also known as ToaD or JuneWoo) used to be a huge soccer fan, but due to his disability he was unable to be a practitioner of the sport itself anymore. Because of his disability, his life changed. He doesn't ever complain about it, but it has made a difference. Because he can't play sports very well anymore, he has gained other interests. Now he likes to play computer games, and follow the eSports scene. Here is a guy with no malice in himself at all, who commits himself wholeheartedly to the support of a team or player. He is not afraid to tell other people that he is a fan - while many other fans apprehensively hide the fact that they like a pla yer or team. "What if someone calls you a fanboy?"
In my own experience, I've been a fan of any number of people, but usually not for life. There was a time I really admired Schwarzenegger, because I thought he was so cool and big and strong. I didn't notice the funny accent or the poor acting, instead I saw a dragon-slayer that I wish I could be. I was young, later I grew up, my interests changed, and so did my idols. My dad has been an idol for me for my whole life pretty much. I've idolized other WC3 pla yers. For any kind of reason, such things can change and it is not for other people to judge why.
As Orgues entered the eSports scene, he became a fan of Lyn. Perhaps he thought Lyn looked handsome, played so well, and gave cool interviews. Because of Lyn, he became a fan of what was the World Elite team at that time. Later, as those players went to SK, he became an avid fan supporter.
He caught a lot of spotlights because of his story and was even praised into the sky by Malystryx, a big SK fan himself. Of course, Malystryx works there now so he can't be expected to change his idols any time soon.
Because of whatever reason, Orgues has come to identify himself more with the MYM squad now. Do you know the reason? I certainly don't. Maybe it has nothing to do with Lyn or the SK players themselves, but the feeling he gets when he reads SK forums full of crap about how Toad is such a fanboy... Yes he is, and so what? He has never done anyone any wrong, is in the eSports scene because he has a passion for something and because he can't do sports anymore, and some people see that as just cause for shooting him down with malicious jokes and so forth. It is nothing short of childhood bullying, with a big bunch of childish retards doing the bullying and with the victim trying to shrug it off maturely.
For someone where eSports is a big part of his life, how do you think it feels when everyone is jumping a bandwagon to attack him like that? What has he done to you?
Oh and Malystryx, I'm not sure that it's legally correct to put up someone's pictures with a bunch of text balloons of things he never said or never would say. It is so unclassy.."
Friday, October 24, 2008
Are we daring enough?
In this modern era 21st century, should we opt to eliminate the misconception of a risk-averse mindset in order to achieve greater success? Although the possibility of failure is sky high, but as always failure is an element that is meant to exist in any given situation; and perhaps by taking the necessary risks and innovating further based on present circumstances, we may yet be able to discover eventual breakthroughs earlier than never.
A short reflection...
The other day on my way home from covering WCG, I was walking towards the Cityhall mrt at Suntec city, when something interesting apparently caught my eye. In front of me, there were 2 distinct ways through the underpass. One was the escalator way down, and the other was a flight of steps. To my inherent surprise, everyone was taking the escalator route instead of the long flight of steps.
I felt thoroughly disappointed; what exactly was wrong with the steps that no one was willing to explore? Let me give you this analogy; although you might say the steps is a more arduous route as compared to the automated machine, but by taking the flight of steps, wouldn't you be able to shoot ahead of the pack, as you are free to walk faster at your own pace, as compared to the escalator when you have to wait until you alight at your destination? Worse still, you are being blocked by other people as this is the conventional route that every of us takes.
Glancing around, i decided to take the flight of steps instead, with my media team who were alongside me. Very strangely, soon after us many other people started to follow suit. The same scenario repeated the following night again. It then dawned on me on what exactly was wrong with us. The fact is, we do not bother to explore greener, unknown pastures and everyone blindly follows without trying.
Wait, why are you telling me a story?
Well, why are international dota teams like MyM and SK so successful? Precisely because they dare to do things differently that no other teams will even dream of. Relating this to our local scene, i believe our attitudes are identical in the sense that how we behave in real life we often take into the virtual world as well. Maybe there is a minority out there who wouldn't, but i would like to urge all local gamers, to attempt to create your own gaming universe. There are many ways this can be done; if you have been looking to go competetive but have no idea to start, the general advice is to form a team of 5 on your own and take them through. For existing teams who are playing, don't give up. As simple as that. It is only a matter of how much you crave for it, actually. Ask yourself that question.
No one ever said the road was going to be a straight, never-winding one. On the other hand, it's not impossible to overcome all these obstacles either, as you can only grow with experience, and not diminish. As in the case of what i like to call the 'Escalator and the Steps' story, I believe many others will follow suit in adopting this positive mindset, which could possibly pave the way for new lasting trends to set in place in order for our gaming industry to prosper & progress further.
Putting things into perspective, we are gaming, afterall. That's the reason why all of us are here isn't it? But i truly feel the WCG song puts it best, because 'Beyond the Game' is what really matters, the process, and not so much of the end result. I don't think the fighting spirit should ever die out in any of us for that matter, and if we truly emulate that competitive spirit, E-sports should, at the very least, continue to bloom for eternity.
You either dream of living, or live your own dream.
NB: This article was done back in June after WCG.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Face the Change

Keith aka NanoflameN reminds me of one of the quotes I once sported on my instant messenger, "Changing the Face won't solve anything. Facing the Change solves everything." It is, indeed, an awe-inspiring relevant quote to our daily lives. Facing the Change tells us to face changes as how we should be facing them, and not to quiver and shiver in the face of adversities. He tells me he wants to face the change. I tell him to change his face :p
To fully understand the significance of this quote, for the most part, we need to explore the meaning of two important words: "Change" and "Face". Note that 'Ing' is added in the front and later part, meaning the action is currently taking place in retrospect.
"Changing the Face won't solve anything", simply put, is trying to carry across the impression that you can do whatever you want to your face, you can opt for plastic surgery, you can go on a course for removal-acne, you can patch an ugly spot, a birthmark or a mole. It won't change a thing. The only thing it will change is how your face looks like, and that doesn't mean you've changed in any particular way other than how you might look like. Even so, your contemporaries or elders may not realise any significance difference that has taken place in you, other than your face.
"Facing the change solves everything" is the direct opposite of what i've tried to explain to you earlier. This part of the quote tells you to face changes, to welcome them. Treat them as something that is part and parcel of life, for anything and everything in life can change. Today you might be you, tomorrow you might not be you. To accentuate, changes are not, in the common sense, bad. They evoke a sense of displeasure, which is also the initial reason why people shun them away. But they in all propriety are beneficial for growth; without change there can be no improvements. Aren't the technological improvements of today's modern 21st century a result of change? There, I have just proved my point that changes are essential to individual, societal and global growth.
To put things a little into perspective, I want you, my loyal reader, from today onwards to Face the Change. Not to run from it, but to face it. And in this valuable process you might discover you actually possess the ability to mould how you want others to perceive you in a different light. Because it is not the face on us that matters, but rather the face of our hearts that ultimately will shine through many occasions.
Change is you, you are the change. It is up to you to create them. No changes can take place without you wanting to change. Like they say, "Be the change you want to see in yourself in the future."
Face is something so literal that it
cannot be taken at face value. A face only shows external features, it doesn't
show you anything about external personalities. A face can be illuminated,
otherwise unreal. A mask can cover that face, which makes the face
amok and not a face. That mask stares at you, the face stares through it. You are staring at two different faces. You never know whose face to look at now.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Football: A new passion?
